I am glad you share in the Steve/Bucky feelings. (They are largely wrapped up in my Steve/Natasha/Bucky feelings, but still very much present).
ugh TELL ME ABOUT IT. i’m not glad that you understand this pain— because i would never wish suffering upon you— but i’m glad you understand this pain.
like, i invariably end up asking three questions re: steve/bucky:
all real questions, none of which can be answered without feeling emotionally brutalized.
(and yes it’s much the same for me. steve/natasha/bucky and [mcu!]steve/peggy/bucky are tightly interwoven entities. but thankfully each individual dynamic does so well to inform each character that multishipping them is a PIECE OF CAKE.)